Kris Carr was diagnosed with a rare and incurable cancer in 2003. She was only 31 years old. She was an actress and decided to film her own documentary for her 4 years of journey.http://www.crazysexycancer.com/
I saw her on the Oprah Winfrey show the other day. I had a chance to read her book and watch her film. She is so inspirational and beautiful. I wanna be like her!
She still lives with cancer and manages it without progression by being a healing junkie/great cancer patient. The film teaches us many things: encouragement, appreciation, strength and attitude.
I cried when she cries in this film. I laughed when she laughed. Like she said she has bullets in her body and doesn't know when it blows off. When it does, it critically harms her body. That's exactly how I felt before surgery. Now my bullets are invisible. I wish I could go back to the day when cancer decided to grow in my body. I wish I could change something from that day.
Life is unfair, but we only have one life. The most fear we all have in life is death. We don't wanna die yet. Our lives seem uncontrollable sometimes, don't they? But I wanna make the best effort to feel in control and make everyday one of the best days of my life.

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