Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Mammogram clear!



My annual mammogram was clear. yay! Mammogram pictures are all digitalized from last year,
so that the radiologist can look at the picture right away and tell us if there is anything unusual. (Until few years back, we had to wait for a phone call for 2 or 3 days.) Even though it's only 10 minutes wait until I hear the result, it's uncomfortable and feels like 30 minutes.

However, mammogram is not effective for women in 30s because breast tissue is too dense and picture shows too much activity. The radiologist recommended to my oncologist that I might want to do MRI every two years. My oncologist didn't think it's necessary. He wants me to do self-exam rather than exposing to any radiation. My blood test is good, too.

I'm one step forward to be a survivor.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

New guidelines for breast cancer screening




US task force issued new guidelines for breast cancer screening. Last two days, there have been many discussions between different groups sometimes with anger more than confusion.

They say:
(1) Mammogram is not effective for women in 40s.
(2) Women 50 to 74 should get a mammogram every other year.
(3) The value of breast exams by doctors is unknown. And breast self-exams are of no value.

huh???

Many breast cancer survivor are in shock because we were saved by the early detection guideline. I found my lump by doing self-exam. I have no family history. I'm not a statistics. I'm someone's daughther, someone's sister and someone's lover. Statistics doesn't mean much, does it?

I'm proud that I found the lump. I'm grateful that I had great doctors who were completely thorough.

I don't want to get into too much about politics, but this is CLEARLY a political problem. I hope we can make right health decisions without being denied by insurance company.


This is all I can say to my friends. "You know what you eat. You know about your body. Keep taking good care of yourself. Do whatever you need to do if there is anything unusual."

Today, Lance Armstrong foundation(LIVESTRONG) issued their statement: “We at LIVESTRONG fear that as a result of these new guidelines, more women will be lost to breast cancer."



(Here are the details of new guideline.)
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New advice: Skip mammograms in 40s, start at 50

By STEPHANIE NANO and MARILYNN MARCHIONE, Associated Press Writers

Monday, November 16, 2009

(11-16) 18:32 PST New York (AP) --

Most women don't need a mammogram in their 40s and should get one every two years starting at 50, a government task force said Monday. It's a major reversal that conflicts with the American Cancer Society's long-standing position.

Also, the task force said breast self-exams do no good and women shouldn't be taught to do them.

For most of the past two decades, the cancer society has been recommending annual mammograms beginning at 40.

But the government panel of doctors and scientists concluded that getting screened for breast cancer so early and so often leads to too many false alarms and unneeded biopsies without substantially improving women's odds of survival.

"The benefits are less and the harms are greater when screening starts in the 40s," said Dr. Diana Petitti, vice chair of the panel.

The new guidelines were issued by the U.S. Preventive Services Task Force, whose stance influences coverage of screening tests by Medicare and many insurance companies.

But Susan Pisano, a spokeswoman for America's Health Insurance Plans, an industry group, said insurance coverage isn't likely to change because of the new guidelines. No changes are planned in Medicare coverage either, said Dori Salcido, spokeswoman for the Health and Human Services department.

Experts expect the task force revisions to be hotly debated, and to cause confusion for women and their doctors.

"Our concern is that as a result of that confusion, women may elect not to get screened at all. And that, to me, would be a serious problem," said Dr. Len Lichtenfeld, the cancer society's deputy chief medical officer.

The guidelines are for the general population, not those at high risk of breast cancer because of family history or gene mutations that would justify having mammograms sooner or more often.

The new advice says:

_Most women in their 40s should not routinely get mammograms.

_Women 50 to 74 should get a mammogram every other year until they turn 75, after which the risks and benefits are unknown. (The task force's previous guidelines had no upper limit and called for exams every year or two.)

_The value of breast exams by doctors is unknown. And breast self-exams are of no value.

Medical groups such as the cancer society have been backing off promoting breast self-exams in recent years because of scant evidence of their effectiveness. Decades ago, the practice was so heavily promoted that organizations distributed cards that could be hung in the shower demonstrating the circular motion women should use to feel for lumps in their breasts.

The guidelines and research supporting them were released Monday and are being published in Tuesday's issue of the Annals of Internal Medicine.

The new advice was sharply challenged by the cancer society.

"This is one screening test I recommend unequivocally, and would recommend to any woman 40 and over," the society's chief medical officer, Dr. Otis Brawley, said in a statement.

The task force advice is based on its conclusion that screening 1,300 women in their 50s to save one life is worth it, but that screening 1,900 women in their 40s to save a life is not, Brawley wrote.

That stance "is essentially telling women that mammography at age 40 to 49 saves lives, just not enough of them," he said. The cancer society feels the benefits outweigh the harms for women in both groups.

International guidelines also call for screening to start at age 50; the World Health Organization recommends the test every two years, Britain says every three years.

Breast cancer is the most common cancer and the second leading cause of cancer deaths in American women. More than 192,000 new cases and 40,000 deaths from the disease are expected in the U.S. this year.

Mammograms can find cancer early, and two-thirds of women over 40 report having had the test in the previous two years. But how much they cut the risk of dying of the disease, and at what cost in terms of unneeded biopsies, expense and worry, have been debated.

In most women, tumors are slow-growing, and that likelihood increases with age. So there is little risk by extending the time between mammograms, some researchers say. Even for the minority of women with aggressive, fast-growing tumors, annual screening will make little difference in survival odds.

The new guidelines balance these risks and benefits, scientists say.

The probability of dying of breast cancer after age 40 is 3 percent, they calculate. Getting a mammogram every other year from ages 50 to 69 lowers that risk by about 16 percent.

"It's an average of five lives saved per thousand women screened," said Georgetown University researcher Dr. Jeanne Mandelblatt.

Starting at age 40 would prevent one additional death but also lead to 470 false alarms for every 1,000 women screened. Continuing mammograms through age 79 prevents three additional deaths but raises the number of women treated for breast cancers that would not threaten their lives.

"You save more lives because breast cancer is more common, but you diagnose tumors in women who were destined to die of something else. The overdiagnosis increases in older women," Mandelblatt said.

She led six teams around the world who used federal data on cancer and mammography to develop mathematical models of what would happen if women were screened at different ages and time intervals. Their conclusions helped shape the new guidelines.

Several medical groups say they are sticking to their guidelines that call for routine screening starting at 40.

"Screening isn't perfect. But it's the best thing we have. And it works," said Dr. Carol Lee, a spokeswoman for the American College of Radiology. She suggested that cutting health care costs may have played a role in the decision, but Petitti said the task force does not consider cost or insurance in its review.

The American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists also has qualms. The organization's Dr. Hal Lawrence said there is still significant benefit to women in their 40s, adding: "We think that women deserve that benefit."

But Dr. Amy Abernethy of the Duke Comprehensive Cancer Center agreed with the task force's changes.

"Overall, I think it really took courage for them to do this," she said. "It does ask us as doctors to change what we do and how we communicate with patients. That's no small undertaking."

Abernethy, who is 41, said she got her first mammogram the day after her 40th birthday, even though she wasn't convinced it was needed. Now she doesn't plan to have another mammogram until she is 50.

Barbara Brenner, executive director of the San Francisco-based Breast Cancer Action, said the group was "thrilled" with the revisions. The advocacy group doesn't support screening before menopause, and will be changing its suggested interval from yearly to every two years, she said.

Mammograms, like all medical interventions, have risks and benefits, she said.

"Women are entitled to know what they are and to make their best decisions," she said. "These guidelines will help that conversation."

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Medical Writer Marilynn Marchione reported from Milwaukee.

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On the Net:

Government advice: www.ahrq.gov/clinic/uspstf/uspsbrca.htm

http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/n/a/2009/11/16/national/a140032S72.DTL

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Fall concert - Stanford Symphonic Chorus



I joined Stanford Symphonic Chorus in October with my girlfriend Maki. It's open to all students, faculty, staff and any other residents of the community interested in singing music. I've never had formal music training, except playing piano and electric organ, but I always wanted to have more music education. It's so enjoyable!

We are practicing Reicha Missa pro defunctis and JS Bach, selected choruses from Die heilige Weynacht. It's all in German and I get lost easily if I don't pay attention 100%.

The concert will be on Friday, Nov 20, 8 PM and Sunday, Nov 22, 1:30 PM at Memorial Church on the Stanford Campus in collaboration with the Peninsula Symphony Orchestra, Mitchell Sardou Klein, music director and conductor.

Let me know if you are interested in coming!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Walt Disney Family Museum






I went to Walt Disney Family Museum in Presidio that opened in October this year. It focuses on different chapters in the life of Walt Disney himself, from his early years in Kansas City to his arrival in Hollywood in the 1920s to his technological innovations, like synchronizing sound to a cartoon.

Many parts of the exhibition will be narrated by the voice of Walt, caught on tape by his daughter Diane in the 1950s. Diane -- by then the young wife of Ron Miller, who was a tight end for the Los Angeles Rams -- recorded 19 hours of tape for a biography of her father. It is pretty amazing to follow his life explained by his actual voice.


http://disney.go.com/disneyatoz/familymuseum/index.html

Only one area inside the building is allowed for photography. You can see the beautiful Golden Gate bridge. (I took a picture in bathroom, too :)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Vegetable Delivery from "Two Small Farms"





One of my clients told me about vegetable delivery from Watsonville. I signed up for 4 weeks trial first and I LOVED IT! I extended my subscription to the end of this season (Nov 18). They deliver once a week at each pick-up site in south bay, Pennisula and San Francisco.

In the box, there are:

Salad Mix

Bunched Leeks

Strawberries

Celery

San Marzano Tomatoes

Onions

Bunched Orange Carrots

Bag of Poblano, Jalapeno and Serrano Peppers



The quantity is enough for 4 people for one week. I split with my girlfriend Michi. I try to go to farmers market on weekend but sometimes I don't have time to go. Also, there are some vegetables I don't normally buy on my own. It forces me to try something new in an interesting way as they also provide lots of recipes.

Two Small Farms
Mariquita Farm/High Ground Organics
PO Box 2065
Watsonville, CA 95077-2065
(831)786-0625

http://www.twosmallfarms.com/

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Key to the Cure at Saks Fifth Avenue (Oct 15 - 18)






Each year in October, Saks Fifth Avenue holds its Key to the Cure event to benefit women's cancer research throughout the United States. In 2009, supermodel Heidi Klum will be the Saks Ambassador for the event, and will promote the special, limited edition T-shirt created by celebrated designer, Michael Kors. The T-shirt is $40 and will be available at Saks Fifth Avenue, Saks Fifth Avenue OFF 5TH, and online at www.saksfifthavenue.com.

If you want to do your part, shop at Saks Oct. 15-18; the retailer plans to donate 2 percent of sales to the cause. I plan to go SF store on October 17, Sat. Anybody wants to join me?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Breast Cancer Awareness Month



We see pink color all over the place in October. Ironically, I was diagnosed in October. It's 2 years ago. The day I was diagnosed, I remember when I was leaving doctor's office and saw the sign of "Breast Cancer Awareness Month" on the building wall. I didn't even notice when I went into his office. It made me feel that I entered the new world where I've never been and had no idea about.

October is special month for me. It's my mission to tell people to do self-check and follow all doctor's appointments. There are things we can't control in life, but we can take good care of ourselves.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Doctors' suit: KFC grilled chicken a danger

Interesting article from my friend, Sam.
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Doctors' suit: KFC grilled chicken a danger
Bob Egelko, Chronicle Staff Writer
Wednesday, September 23, 2009

(09-23) 16:05 PDT SAN FRANCISCO -- After losing its first battle against fast-food restaurants, a doctors group went back to court Wednesday and accused the KFC chain of selling grilled chicken with dangerous levels of a cancer-causing chemical.

In a lawsuit in San Francisco Superior Court, the Physicians Committee for Responsible Medicine accused KFC of violating California's Proposition 65, which requires businesses to warn customers if they are being exposed to substances that cause cancer or birth defects.

The chemical cited in the lawsuit, known as PhIP, is a byproduct of the grilling process and was added to the state's list of carcinogens in 1994. The doctors group said an independent laboratory found the substance in every one of 12 grilled chicken samples bought from six East Bay KFC restaurants in May.

The suit seeks an order requiring customer warnings in all KFC restaurants in California and penalties to the state of as much as $2,500 a day for violations.

The organization, which has 7,000 physician members, made the same arguments last year in a suit against other restaurants that sell grilled chicken. Burger King agreed to warn customers of the presence of PhIP, but other defendants, led by McDonald's, held their ground and won a ruling from a Los Angeles judge dismissing the case.

The judge said a federal law that requires labeling of some chicken products prohibits California from imposing stricter standards under Prop. 65. The doctors group is appealing.

The lawsuit faces another obstacle: The state attorney general's office, in response to a complaint from the physicians group, conducted its own study and concluded in 2006 that PhIP levels in cooked chicken were too low to require a Prop. 65 warning.

The attorney general's position isn't binding on the courts, but KFC cited the conclusion in its comment on the suit.

Company spokesman Rick Maynard said KFC's "Kentucky Grilled Chicken" product "meets or exceeds all federal and state regulations for food safety." The doctors organization, he added, "promotes a vegetarian agenda."

The group's scientific and policy adviser, Kristie Sullivan, agreed that it promotes a vegetarian diet but said the recent tests of KFC chicken confirmed that it contains a hazardous chemical.

"Because KFC promotes the grilled chicken as a healthy alternative to fried chicken, (customers) aren't aware that the danger exists," Sullivan said. She said the attorney general's office apparently relied on animal studies, which she said understate the effect of PhIP in humans.

E-mail Bob Egelko at begelko@sfchronicle.com.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/09/23/BACP19R4MA.DTL&type=health

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Viva La Vida






I went to see Coldplay at shoreline amphitheater. It was one of the best concerts I have ever been! Thank you, Lisa and Laura for taking me!

Monday, July 6, 2009

4th of July at Marin County Fair




We got to see nice fireworks at Marin County Fair!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Another Happy Wedding! (Japan)





My girlfriend (Shima) from my golf team got married on June 7 in Osaka. (Yes, I was in Japan for almost 2 weeks.)

She and I have been best friends since college. It was such a happy fun wedding!
She won the national mid-amateur championship in Japan in 2 years in a row. (2007 and 2008) She is one of the best amateur players, however, she is still a very modest cute girl. All my teammates got to sit on the same table during reception. Most of them have kids, but we still act like kids as we were in college :)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Happy Wedding!





On memorial day weekend, I got invited to the wedding in Rose Garden in San Jose. It was such a beautiful day! There are lots of smiles and happiness all over. I am going to Japan for my best friend's wedding next week. I'm so excited! Wedding makes people happy :)

Happy Graduation!










Kimi graduated from San Jose State Univ last week.

Congraturations!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Architecture Walking Tour in SF







Last weekend was pretty hot in all over Bay Area. However, San Francisco was perfectly beautiful. We did "Architecture Walking Tour"(http://www.architecturesf.com/). It was very informative and impressive. He(Rick) not only explained about historical buildings and backgrounds, but also the plan for the future development in the city and POPOS (Privately Owned Public Open Spaces). It's all new to me and makes me want to appreciate SF more.

Here is the background of POPOS:
While parks are the obvious public spaces, POPOS are often more hidden courtyards, roof-top gardens, and plazas open to city-dwellers. POPOS are an integral part of San Francisco’s downtown plan that allowed for high-density private development while allotting some spaces for public use. While these spaces are legally open to the public during certain hours of the day, many are unknown or uninviting as public spaces.

This is the map for POPOS.
www.architecturesf.com/blog

If you would like to do something different in the city, I think you will like this!

Monday, May 11, 2009

New respect to teachers



Last Thursday, I taught accounting/finance section for our class. Students are from different majors and our goal is to provide the big picture of how business functions and the general knowledge of business. With that, I didn't need to go into too much detail of accounting. I talked about the responsibilities of CPAs, the importance of financial records, the necessity of annual reports, etc. I introduced Asahi Beer's annual reports in English and Japanese. Most students are juniors. They are trying to figure out what kind of job they would like to have and what needs to be done right now. They all have very positive attitude and bring up good questions in the class. kinda naive, but straight and pure. I can't remember if I was like that 15 years ago... Although I didn't manage my time well and had extra time towards the end, other instructor filled up with more information and overall the class was good. (I think.)

boy... teaching is not easy. I don't know how teachers manage their class time. I don't know how they can keep kids' attention appropriately when they are not willing to study. I have a new respect to all teachers.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Bone scan CLEAR!



I know one of the first sign of metasitsized breast cancer is back pain, besides the result of blood test. Every time I feel something in my back, I'm paranoid. My doctor advised me that it's part of side effects from medicine I'm taking. However, I started to feel dull pain in my back more often and my fear got bigger. My doctor knows how paranoid I've been so he scheduled the bone scan test right away to put my mind at ease. (He is very good at calming and comforting. I can ask any stupid questions and he doesn't think it's stupid. He takes my concerns very seriously. )

Bone scan is like a better version of x-ray. You lay down on the table and the machine rotates around you. No pain, nothing. easy test.

I got a call from my doctor's office, informing there is no cancer in my bones. YAY! My back pain must be coming from old mattress, lack of exercise, or just age...

Monday, May 4, 2009

Spring class at Doshisha University



I had a chance to meet alumni members from my college in Kyoto (Doshisha University)about 2 years ago in San Jose. We don't have a formal network, but one of the sociology professor was here at Stanford for her research and we were getting together once in a while.
http://www.doshisha.ac.jp/english/

After she went back to Kyoto, she was able to get an approval for having a satellite class from Silicon Valley. She thought it's interesting and encouraging for college students to have connections with alumni and learn things from them. Alumni members were always willing to bring something back to the school and help students with our knowledge and experience.

I'm one of the members for this Spring semester and we had 3 sessions already. I'm learning from other alumni members as much as college students. We are all different age and work in different field. I will be teaching accounting/finance this week. Students in this class are very motivated and I'm impressed by that. I don't think I'm a perfect role model for them in any means, but I hope they can learn something from me and I can help them make decisions in life.

Monday, April 27, 2009

New Start

I received an email from Iris's husband, Sam, to inform people that he and his daughter are going to move back to San Francisco where his family lives. He is going to sell the house in south bay, as well as furniture, electronics, etc. Iris loved the Japanese garden they had in their front yard.

I don't know if the cancer treatment made me emotionally weak or I'm just getting old. My big tears come out very quickly when I think of her. One day, we cried together, thinking we did something wrong in life and we got punished. Then, we said to each other "No, you are not a bad person. That's not why we got cancer."

There are things we can't understand. There are people we can't understand. It's frustrating when we can't make sense or feel unfair. Recently I often find myself being emotionally over-sensitive, because I feel I'm outside the circle or I'm not one of the people in the crowd. I feel jealous when I see a woman with nice boobs. I can't look at Victoria's secret catalog. Maybe I'm still angry at cancer. But life goes on. I need to move on. God is watching us how we move on. Iris must be so proud how Sam makes his decisions and does right things, but she would scold me for being a wimp :)

Monday, April 13, 2009

Squaw Valley




I'm supposed to be SUPER busy at work during tax season, but I'm good at giving myself an excuse to have some time off from work. I was at Squaw Valley for the weekend.

well, I was never good at skiing so I switched to snowboard about 6 years ago, but I only get to go up to the mountain once or twice during the season. I haven't had a chance to develop my skills... I'm still a bad snowboarder... By the time I get my feelings back, I fell down enough times and my body isn't too happy to practice more. ughhhhhhh. I will have to go up there more next winter!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Hallmark's cancer card



This morning, I saw this segment on Today's show. Hallmark makes cards for cancer patient with cute rhyme like:

"Cancer is a villain who doesn't play fair ... but it can't dim your spirit, and it can't silence prayer."

hmmmmm, am I glad I didn't get one of those. They said that they created them because people had a hard time knowing what to say:

"They said, 'I don't know what to say during a difficult time, so I don't say anything at all,' " Steffens said. "So again there's an opportunity there to help them talk through these tough situations that they're dealing with, and to foster that communication."

The guy on the show had a real good point. I must agree with him. Yes, it's supposed to be difficult to find what to say to cancer people, because cancer is life-threatening and devastating. You are supposed to struggle to find the right thing to say.

"I don't know what to say to her. oh! Hallmark has cards for me!" ...... ummmmmm, I don't think so... This is the time for a blank card or a plain sheet of notepaper, one on which you write your very own words, by hand, from the heart.

I always love hallmark's cards (my sister worked for Hallmark Japan for 3 years), but those sentimental greeting card specifically addressing the illness in a rhyming manner seems gross profitting.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Cancer on Grey's Anatomy



Last week on ABC's Grey's Anatomy, one of the main characters, Dr Izzy Stevens was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic melanoma. The surviving rate for her particular situation is only 5%. This show is on 5th season. Although it hasn't gotten as much ratings as before, I still like to follow the story.

Every time I hear someone is going through cancer, my heart hurts. I can't watch people dying of cancer on TV or movies anymore. It's because I can relate to them too much. I'm sure Grey's Anatomy will describe the importance of fighting for life and the value of having supports from friends and family. It's just a TV show and it may seem silly to be attached, but watching someone living the fullest is something always encourages me. At the same time, it makes me think maybe having a life is a miracle.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

It's tax time!




6 more weeks until April 15!
About this time of last year, I finished with my first chemo therapy. Since I was in and out of the office so much, I didn't see many of our clients last year. This year, I'm in the office every day. Most of our clients knew what was going on with me already, but some didn't. Several people said "I like your new hair! When did you cut it?".

I'm simply happy to be able to come to work everyday. Isn't it great you can eat what you want and taste the food? I just remember I had lots of smoothies and jamba juice during chemo therapy. Even when I dream about tax returns and number at night during busy tax season and how tired I get, I still feel happy when I get up in the morning to go to work.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Celebration of life



Iris passed away peacefully, in the company of her family & friends, at approximately 10:16pm on February 17, 2009. Yesterday (Feb 21), her family held her celebration of life at Hakone Garden in Saratoga. There were a lot of people from work, friends and family members. I knew she had a long way to fight against cancer but I didn't think this was her time.

Her husband said to me, "Iris wants you to know that you shouldn't be scared because of what happened to her. Her cancer was very aggressive and it shouldn't happen to you."

It immediately made me cry when I imagined what was going on in her mind. She was incredibly courageous and touched many people's lives. She loved yellow rubber duckies. Every time I see them, I will think of her.

I believe one's life is valued by how it will be remembered. She will be truly remembered by all of us as the most courageous and loving woman.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Hair appt



I had my first hair appt. the REAL one! I got tired of the black, so I had few highlights. (kinda hard to see in this picture) She thinned and trimmed it. I like it!

Since my hair grows sooooooo slow, I have plenty of time to enjoy this short hair.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

We will meet again.



(This is Minori and me last year. She was 1 year old.)

I grew up in Christian girls school in Kyoto from 7th grade. We had 20 minutes service every morning. I used to fall asleep and my teacher touched/hit my head with his bible to wake me up.

Although my family wasn't Christian, things I learned from everyday service are always important foundation to me. I started going to the Methodist church in San Jose about 6 years ago. Our church has both English and Japanese worships. I can go either or both.

My minister, Rev. Michi, is from my school, Doshisha University. He graduated 2 years before me. I was very comfortable in our church with his sermon, because the way he does his service was how I grew up.

He baptized me 2 years ago on Christmas day. He helped me so much during my cancer treatment. Every time I was in the hospital, he came and gave me a prayer. He came over to my place to check up on me and sent me many cards with meaningful messages. I can't thank him enough for giving me strength and courage.

After finishing 6 and half years of ministry in San Jose, he and his family(wife Naoko and daughter Minori) decided to go back to Japan and start a new ministry in Kamakura-city. My tears kept coming down like a waterfall from the beginning of his last sermon. I couldn't even look at him. I cried because I was sad, but also very grateful that I met him.

"God Be with You till We Meet Again" (UMH #672)
http://www.hymnsite.com/lyrics/umh672.sht

God will be always with us no matter where we live. I don't know when we can see each other again, but we will!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I need lots of prayers.






I met Iris through my oncologist office in July 2008. She just finished with lumpectomy surgery and was about to start chemotherapy. We became cancer buddies right away. Although we thought we were going to go through this together and support each other, the reality took us to the different direction than we expected. Right before she was going to start chemotherapy in August 2008, she was told that cancer has spread to lymph nodes on the right side of her neck. She was reclassified to stage IV from stage II. With that, chemotherapy was to control cancer rather than to cure, as long as the cancer cells would respond to it.

She is one of the most caring and kind person I've ever met in my life. She always asks me how I'm doing even when she is not feeling good. Her husband is such a great person as well. They have a daughter who is 17 months old. They are strong beautiful family.

In December, despite of chemotherapy she's been doing for several months, they found the cancer spread to her brain. She decided to go with alternative medicine from that point.

Last week, she had a brain surgery. Initially (in December)the cancer in her brain was not operable, but it got bigger and affected her various abilities. The surgery was successful. She is recovering very quickly. However, brain surgery only took care of a visible tumor. She has to fight against invisible ones in her system.

All last week, I prayed God for helping her and her family to get through this tough time. I constantly think about her, then ask myself what I can do. I can't physically go see her every day, but I can pray for her every day. It hurts me when I think about her frustration and pain.

She believes in the ablitities of her body and decided to continue her alternative medicine. She is unbelievably amazingly strong. I need your prayers and well-wishes, because she deserves it.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Osaka Castle





Osaka is known as a business town, however, among many tall buildings, there are old buildings such as shrines and temples. Osaka castle is one of them. They built a very modern museum inside the main tower. I haven't been there since I was in grammar school for field trip. I remember old squeaky steep stairs and tatami room inside.

http://www.osakacastle.net/english/index.html

This is also a fun place to visit in Osaka.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

De Young Museum (Yves Saint Laurent)









My girlfriend Michiko and I went to De Young Museum to see the exhibition of Yves Saint Laurent. De Young Museum is located in Golden Gate Park and this was my first time going inside the museum. Yves Saint Laurent is well known in Japan for perfumes and cosmetics more than clothing. I assumed he's been gone for a long time ago since his brand has been so famous for so long. Actually he just passed away last year in June.

He designed many stage costumes as well. There are interesting different dresses displayed. She and I were looking to see which one would be our favorite.

It's available until April 5, 2009. I have a membership so that I can take one guest for free! Let me know if you would like to go :)
http://www.ysldeyoung.org/

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Kyoto (Nishiki Market)








Nishiki market is called the Kyoto's kitchen. It is about 6 blocks long and runs east-west, from Teramachi Street to Takakura Street. It is located one block north of Shijo Street (Shijo-dori). I was with my friend who was born and raised in Kyoto. We were in the same neighborhood and decided to walk to the market. Since it was new year's eve, there were a lot of people there, but we got to see many seasonal fresh produce. I had such a fun day with her and her daughters.

If you have a chance to be in Kyoto, this place is a must!